November 15, 2016

Insta-Pharisee

Pharisee: a member of an ancient Jewish sect, distinguished by strict observance of the traditional and written law, and commonly held to have pretensions to superior sanctity.
a self-righteous person; a hypocrite.

The Pharisees were known as a religious group who sought to disprove Jesus through their strict observance of the laws. They were highly motivated by the approval of others.

All of the major social media algorithms are written to populate their users displays with things that have been liked, shared, or what we have clicked. Our pictures can be filtered and beautified beyond recognition. Bullies sit behind their computers and smart phones and call people out if they live differently than they do.
We may feel righteous for our 7,252 closest friends, but God knows when we aren't being real. Eventually the others around us will see through the lip service. Depending on where they are in their walk, it could be enough to have them question the "friends" relationship with God and the existence of God.
Social media has turned many people in to the modern day pharisees that Jesus is talking about in Luke 16:15. "You are the ones to justify yourselves in the eyes of others...". Does that reflect a genuine relationship with a Christ?
When we stop  worrying about appearances and reaching perfection, we begin to build an authentic testimony. God would rather us be an honest "under construction" Christian, than a 200 likes #TooBlessedToBeStressed believer. If anything is going to be "shown off" let it be Christ's transformation and work in your life. Others will glean that a real work is being done, in real way, by a very real God.

November 3, 2016

Set Apart

Do you have places or friend groups where you just know your "role"?
Like knowing exactly where you sit at your families table or when you are with friends
Just like Sheldon on The Big Bang Theory, you have a "spot".
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If I'm honest, I'm in a season where those places are few.
I don't say that because I want pity. I share this because after prayer and study, I realize that this and the other seasons I will face are all appointed season in which my spot and role will vary.

I realize that being set apart is not simply a part of this season, but as a Christian it is part of my lifelong calling. Jeremiah 1:5 is commonly used in nurseries and baby shower cards. If you read closely, though He's not just the first eighteen years of your life, Christ is talking about your entire lifespan. He didn't go into specifics on how, only that we are set apart and that He will be with us during our whole lives if we allow Him. When you feel alone or isolated, remember that God wants you to lead and not follow what the world tells you to do. Regardless of your biological age, your seniority in the group, or what boxes we fill in the eyes of society, find confidence and peace in getting to know the identity Christ has anointed for you.

I'm still working through the details, but for now it's not about my comfort, it's about who I'm supposed to be to the people around me. People come in and out of our lives for different reasons. There is an appointed reason that I'm in this season with this exact people group. Too many things fell in to place for me to be anywhere other than where I'm supposed to be. Feel free to email me if you want to hear my testimony.

Lord help me to navigate and communicate with others when I feel unsure, unequipped, or unprepared. Help me to seek your face daily and not the fleeting validation of others. Please keep me in this place of peace and away from the stress and sin that comes from the pull to conform. Help me find a community of believers that share these goals. May your will be done in all areas of my life, in your precious name, Amen.

April 1, 2016

Send Me!

Isaiah 6:8Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?” And I said, “Here am I. Send me!”

I had lunch with two colleagues that are courageously bold in their faith. In the two times we have met, I've never left our meetings without feeling encouraged and feeling challenged to live the same way. One friend said that the Holy Spirit had laid on her heart that God doesn't want us to focus our prayers that say "Lord do I turn left or right" He want's to be in control of the big picture. This struck a cord, because I have been prayerfully seeking God's call for my life. 

have many hobbies and talents that I use to glorify the Lord;skills earned as a marketer to the various crafting hobbies I've taken up in my free time. Last night I was praying for guidance in what I'm supposed to be spending my time and talents on. "Lord, there are enough bloggers, crafters, designers and speakers. Who would listen to me? There are graphic designers with WAY more talent than me and people who are better at public speaking." Seriously..Little Sabrina Jones was telling the God who was holding the moon and stars above her head, what my abilities and limitations were like I was interviewing for a position. The Holy Spirit whispered gently to my heart, "stop focusing on what YOU can do so I can show you what I can do". My prayer and Bible study game have been preparing me to be like Isaiah, "Here I am, Send Me!". Wherever you send me Lord, I know that you will give me the tools to succeed according to your purpose

Lord, my prayer is that I not focus on the skills and abilities that you have blessed me with, but on ways I can use them for your kingdom. When opportunities arise, my prayer is that I focus on my Creator who can and will equip me for anything. In a world that focuses on building a resume, keep my eyes on building the kingdom.When I try to tell you who I am or that I don't measure up, Lord, open my eyes to who I can be through you. Rather than focusing on the "left or right" of today, help me see the opportunities that are RIGHT in front of me. 


March 19, 2016

Earthly Desires<God's Abilities

Thanks to social media,  we are able to get a glimpse into our "friends" lives. I catch myself comparing my everyday life to their major milestones. For example: look at her car, a picture with his advanced degree, or look at their gorgeous home they bought. I can hardly check my social accounts without having to repent for being green with envy.


I'm a firm believer that if you aren't setting real and measurable mile markers toward your goals, they always remain dreams. Today my verse (Ephesians 3:20)reminded me that anything that I have planned pales in comparison to what God can do.


I truly believe that when Paul wrote that verse in Ephesians, he didn't mean that God doesn't value our desires. I feel that when we make our plans and set goals that like a great father,  He wants to be considered. 


Lord, my prayer is that I stay tuned in to Your  call for my life.  Remind me they when I feel that I don't measure up to others (especially by earthly measures)that I seek You and the resounding truth that your capabilities and plans for my life are unfathomable.